Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Very Happy... Not Very Happy...

Today I received a care package from afar. It was a birthday present.

I was very happy as I opened the present. I was very happy as it was sent by someone so very dear to me.

I was not very happy as I read the card. I was not very happy as it was written by someone not so very dear to me.

I always believe that we both feel the chemistry between us. So what else has come between us?

About 22 hour flight time. About 4 years. 14 time zones. The Pacific ocean. The Rocky mountains. My sense of complacency. My fear of commitment. My stupid, oversized ego. Her readiness to move on.

Damn!

So, what next? I don't know. I do know that we will remain the best of friends.

Well, life goes on.

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